Death Beckons

I feel like death is waiting for me, waiting for me to come over to the other side...I'm too tired to fight anoymore. My daughter is safe...nothing left...

Still Dying

I'm still wasting away...hate this

WHATS!!!!

My mom is dying!!! She said she doesn't have much longer to live!!! She's sending me to stay with distant relatives in Roswell!!! ROSWELL!!!! DYING!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I don't knows what to think. I'm leaving Viranza, it's oke, we're having probs anyway, I'm going to Roswell, it's oke, I think I'll like the bigger hood, but mom dying....its not oke!

Death Awaits!

I am dying!

The doctor has given me 1-3 simdays of life.

I have stone veins...

dying....

what will happen to Rachel?

Luv

me thinks I luv Viranza, but i luv luv! we made out-it was grate! hihi-if mum could see this she would choke-she hates me missplelling everything but this is my privat journal, i spel how i want so thare! o, where was i-i luv luv! yes, sometimes i see other teens walking around and i think to mysef-sef, what do u think about that hottie there and i say sef, that sim is a major hottie! hihi

I'm a Teen!!!

Mum says I'm very much like my father, but my father isn't here so how am I to know. I saw a pic of him online, he moved to Simborough...I wonder if he thinks of me. Who cares! He left and I don't care! Viranza and I are in major luv! We're going to start school soon at the new secondary academy that the hood built. We're in the same class and everything! How cool is that!

A Day Off

I took a day off and went to the park with my daughter and the neighbors. It was nice, Gretta and I enjoyed the espresso, Rachel fished-she didn't catch a thing, and I admired the plants. Rachel's teen birthday is soon and I've been feeling sick. I have an appointment with the Medical Centre...I hope it's nothing serious.

Mortality

Things are going...not sure what to think. The mundane days of life are the hardest. Work is mundane, home is mundane. My only comfort is that soon Rachel will be a teen. I've been feeling sick lately, weak. I wonder if I have the same illness that took my mother away from me? I must visit the hospital and find out. What if I am sick? Thank goodness I have some simoleans in a trust for Rachel, but I need to update my will and Rachel's care plan. Who would care for her?

My Daughter

I worry about my daughter at times. She is like her father, carefree and worryless, yet...I hope that she will be a good citizen, uphold the law and reach her potential. She's a good girl...she loves animals, she even said that she will be a breeder when she grows up. I suppose a breeder is ok, much better than her working in retail, though I don't understand her fascination with animals, such messy little things. Now plants, that's a thing of beauty.

Changes

Things are changing. I visited the art gallery to waste a bit of time and saw Carmela there. Apparently her new family installed a little hair salon section for her to do makeovers. I decided to see if she had any talent. So I cut my hair off and got it curled. It actually looks rather nice. Maybe next time I will take Rachel to get her hair done.

Tired

Things are not going well. I took Rachel to the park, we were both cranky and tired. Her teen birthday is fast approaching. Well, not exactly fast, but enough for me to start to think about her celebration. Maybe a pizza party at the house and then rollarskating with her friends. I hate parties.

World

Is the world against me?

I don't know much about Maurice Dawson's side of the family and I have a big stinky problem on my hands.

I recieved a call from the immigration office asking me to come down, so I did and there was a woman there. Her name is Carmela Lopez, she said that she is a relative of mine through Maurice Dawson. The officers were saying that she is asking for refuge in Apple Valley and since I'm the closest relative, she would live with me. All the time they were talking to me, she was screaming "Don't send me back!!! Please!!! Don't send me back!!! I'll die!!! Please!!!"What was I supposed to do?

Now Rachel and I have a roommate that has to sleep on the couch for now...I might have Rachel start sharing the double bed with me and have Carmela sleep in her bed. This is making my head hurt...a lot.

Then Carmela is sick...or pregnant. What else could go wrong?

AGHHHH Anger! Anger! Anger!!!

I'm so upset...I can barely breathe!!!!!!!!That stupid little twit, dumb dummy!!! She took my chance! My opportunity!!! My job!!! My house!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!*sigh* The Jadhira woman, the same one who came from Simborough and is helping on the rebuilding team, stole everything. Somehow she got the director to send HER, not me, but HER into the hood to test out the lots and prepare it for the rest of the residents! To make matters worse, she, not ME, is living with Elinor and SHE's going to be working at the florist shop. Apparently the little twit convinced Elinor to take her on as a trainee so that she could take over the shop later. AGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!! That means Rachel and I are moving to Fuji Court, that means we have to wait like all the other families instead of testing out the lots-that little twit!!!! AGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!

Hello

Hello

I am mildly excited about the new blogs. According to the memo our first entry should describe the family.

Well, there is not much to say as I am writing this while repairs are being done. I am a single mother (my name is Elaine) and I have a daughter, Rachel (she is named after my ancestor Rachel Dawson who moved to Greymount in the old dimension and was one of the first sims to populate Apple Valley in the new dimension).

We will live with my relative, Elinor Dawson, in a flat above her florist shop. I am currently a Crossbreeder with SC Labs, but I may have to quit and find another job because my hours are not conducive to Rachel's school hours. Elinor has offered me a job with her shop. I would be arranging flowers while she helps the customers. I think I might like the change in pace, the work would be easy and I would still be involved in the environment. It would free up several hours for my own independant research and lobbying of the hood council for better decision making regarding our hood. However the pay is worse, much worse, than my current job.

*sigh* such decisions